Eyes are sharp, looking, searching,
Ears are listening for the sound, for the beep,
Brain is analyzing what to keep,
Heart is expecting, hoping,
Yet, she feels numb.

She doesn’t know what to do,
What to feel, what to think.
She doesn’t know how to love
If she can’t love her.

The more distance, the more close she feels,
The more silence, the more she screams,
The more noise, the more she enjoyes silence,
Yet only with her.

One hour feels like a day,
One day feels like a year,
Couple of days feel like an eternity,
The longer she’s away, the more she overthinks,
The more she overthinks, the more she feels numb.